Told you so

HELLO:]

anyways, ytd was CSM:]
they paired KOAHUIMIN&ME together.
perfect.
two blurblur ppl together.
--"
anyways we had funnn:]
during our duty,
me and huimin were sooo bored:/
so we started talking and crapping.
we had to ask ppl,
"hi, have u passed ur ezlink card to ur tchr?"
to evry1 who wanted to cross.
&& THE HWACHONG PEEPS ON DUTY,
THEY STEAL OUR CUSTOMERRR:(
they ask b4 we can ask so we had nothint to do:[
at least i managed to call susi,
and she came to TALKTALK with us:]]
YAYEEEE SUSI ROCKS!♥
& i did something VERY INTERESTING to her hair:]
I BET U LOVE IT YEA SUSI!
X]
the rest of the time,
me and vanessa were going arnd to serve drinks:]
WHEEE DEARER-THAN-DEAREST♥
HAHAH it was super warm,
but we got pass it:]
& we met sooo many seniors like:
renice:)
regina:)
zhuoxuan:)
rachel:)
gaomin:) *hint hint, CHER YEEEE!*
& many many more but im lazy to list:]
hehs, got the hint!
after that me susi xiaoen and cheryee made our way back to nygh,
while carrying the cardboxes back to recycle:]]
susi started talking to herself(as usual),
and i think xiaoen got freaked out by her.
--"
after that i went to change,
and me and susi went to coro to buy lunch,
buy stuff from ntuc for chem experiment,
and went back to sch:]
we did our experiment in th 2nd floor toilet,
& we made a mess--"
sorraye, but we cleared the mess:]
wheee~~
HAHAH!
went to th library aft that,
me and susi were playing DARKNESS,
and BOXHEAD2.
i think darkness is still super scary:[
why why why am i still so scared,
after playing about 5 times?
:x
because you think the ghost looks scary, shiaowei.
yea, thats th main reason:(
gah, ppl out there,
gogogogo play boxhead2!
HAHAH its funner playing with your friend,
cos when you accidentally kill each other,
its super hilarious.
:]

so that was all for ytd.

TODAY.
ohmygosh, im such such such a failure:(
had calligraphy competition this morning,
and I SCREWED UP.
well done,
wasting that chance.
I DID NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME:x
1h for those 28 words?!?!
i take 2.5h to write 28 words in lesson time?!?!
give me 1h,
i apparently rushed thru th whole piece:\
SCREWED.
there goes my winning chance.
im really not pinning any hopes now.
can there be a miracle?
i dont really know.
& fyi, i did not use my zi tie.
yea, so i did not have any guide to follow,
so i wrote it based on my feelings.
so my chances are winning are really low.
SUPER SCREWED.
:(
but i wont cry this time,
i shall be a strong girl,
and just accept it.
you cant change fate, can you?
anyways i saw ____ today,
during the calli comp and im super happaye now:]
wheee expected _____ to be there thou:]

played boxhead2 with shiaokee(sis) juz now:]
for about 1h++ i think;]
HAHAH its really funnayeeee:)
how i can just kill her by accident:]
wheee~

CCA TMRR!
YAYEEE HAHAH!
but id be late for cca:/
cip:(
I MISS IXORA!!!!
like super long never see them ardy:x
sigh, IXORAAA!
I'LL SEE Y'ALL TMRR!
♥

DEARER-THAN-DEAREST VANESSA!♥
don't be sad, & bu yao ku okay!
u're likeable, im VERY SURE:]
cos you now i'd always be there for you.
no matter what happens,
i'd be standing at the end,
helping you,
encouraging you.
don't be sad,
yea?
promise me that.
cos being sad doesnt help anymore.
let them say whatever you want,
just ignore them,
it's not worth it at all.
no matter what,
your dearest-than-dearer,
is always with you♥